She kind of agreed, but she was afraid she was forgetting what it was like to be a girl.   She did want to be herself again someday.  When asked about her future, she shrugged.  "Likely back to Whitby, unless Mr. Appleton spreads it around about my secret.  If that happens, then likely to another town and start again as a young boy."  She wiped her eyes and sniffed, the tears finally stopping.