Nettie shook her head as she rest it on his and closed her eyes.

"I am sorry not just for myself, but for you. Look how it's hurt you. And how you suffer for it. How can I not do that at least. I wish I had the answer, and I wish I knew what to say to help you. If I remembered him better, perhaps I could give you the words you need to hear. I don't know how to help you find an answer without him. But, I can suggest you find something or someone new to help you find a new path. One you can leave these ghosts behind. "

She only know was getting a glimpse into his darkness and the rough waters that filled his heart and mind. She wanted to calm it but had no idea how, even he didn't. All she could do was be there for him.

"Malachi.. uncle. I am sorry. I can only relate in that I don't know what I'd do with myself if I lost you. I truly wish I had answers for you. Are you disappointed in me for being so useless?"