Anthony was kind of mad at everyone involved in the situation, but as soon as he left he immediately started feeling bad about it. Was that a dick move? Should he have abandoned Elijah like that? Fuck. Maybe he should've stayed there just for the sole purpose of drinking until he is incapable of feeling anything at all.

After some very sad and depressing and guilt-filled stumbling and walking, he found himself back at Elijah's place—he had intended to go back to his own home, but Elijah's was closer and he didn't want to be out on the street for longer than he had been. The place was empty, thank god, and Anthony took this opportunity to sit down and, perhaps unintentionally, just sob and cry his lungs out for a pathetically long time. Fuck. He really is the worst person alive, huh? Leaving him alone like that. Shit. He felt as if he was trespassing or intruding just by being here. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck.