Oh boy. Why was she questioning it? He frowned more as he looked a little upset. "It isn't something that can be.. easily cured, Rose. I'm sorry. I told you I wasn't any good to be married. "He put his face in his hands. He did feel bad but he couldn't just spell out to her that he would never desire her in that way or any woman. Why couldn't she understand and let it go. "I really wish it was different.' He was certainly a bit bothered by the fact she pulled away like he'd turned into a large insect before her. He hadn't even told her the truth.